The Discovery
For so long I was lost. I felt like I had no idea where I came from. I had no idea who I was, who I was supposed to be. I felt as if I was only being told half of the story, my story. There are no memories of where I was in situations I've always been told existed at one point in my life. My childhood memories in general are limited. Is it due to age or is my brain purposely blocking these events that occurred at a very early age? I felt scared. I felt see-through. I felt damaged. I felt like I could never really amount to anything. I never wanted to talk to my parents because I felt that I would be silenced. When the past ever became a topic it was never in a good tone. I went through life with secret pain, with questions, and empty spots that were never closed. I was "the baby". That's how my parents would introduce me into people that I supposedly had met before in life. I didn't know who I was, other than just "the Baby". Unanswered questio